While walking somewhere, I was stopped by a pig or lion. It was a pig from afar, but looked more like a lion up close, and roared. A man in a house near the road had released it on purpose to get time with me, but I think my "husband" came to rescue. I don't … Continue reading Dream Diary #8: Lion or Pig? Fire Energy & Fear of the Unconscious
Last night we talked about our first date, at the movies. I asked about snacks, and he mentioned chips. As a plant based eater who is a bit obsessed with eating healthy, I found myself feeling turned off by the thought of the unhealthiness of chips, and them being inside him. ... I have this … Continue reading Eww, Chips.
This could be our future. We were just talking about being together 24/7, and I said: we can only do that if we either live outside of society, or have a family business. After establishing that a restaurant business wouldn't be for us, I found a list of a few different business ideas for couples, … Continue reading Pet Sitting — A Couple’s Career?? (for us)
I went to see my "husband" in Canada, and in spite of the 15 hour flight, I didn't get to rest after. First, we went to eat, and for some reason we didn't take any pics, even though we always say we'll do, for memories. Then we went to some weird "spa" place, and there … Continue reading Dream Diary #6: Sleepless Meeting IRL
Yesterday I wasn't in a writing mindset. I'm still not, but anyway, I was restless and tried vlogging, but that wasn't the only new thing I tried. I also tried making a game. Watching Love O2O (a game romance drama), I started wanting to play a game, but I'm not really a gamer, and don't … Continue reading Dreamy the Game Developer?
I had lots and lots of cuts on various parts of my body. In patterns. Self-made. In real life, I'm not a cutter, and even in the dream I was surprised by my own actions. I was like, oh no 😱 what have I done? My husband won't like it... *about to have the memories … Continue reading Dream Diary #5: Scarred Girl
I just went crazy, literally. No, maybe that's the wrong word. To clarify, I don't view mental illness as crazy, but I don't see a problem in using the word when it's about myself. Anyway, I really started slipping and doing weird stuff. I remember in particular fighting with people and breaking someone's window. At … Continue reading Dream Diary #4: Diagnosed Glass Breaker
I had ordered a sex toy, and when I went to get it in the store, the woman at the cash register started to offer really loudly to show how it works. I was like 😳 ... and my dad was right there, but he didn't say anything -- nor did I. I didn't know … Continue reading Dream Diary #3: Toys, Abuse & Lack of Tears
As I'm writing Our Story I encounter various thoughts. One of those thoughts is, how much should I include? Which details are irrelevant, and what parts should I keep? The other day I wrote about being unsure about whether to keep or cut a certain aspect. I decided to keep it, but then I got … Continue reading Writing Log #4: Going by Feeling [Our Story]
Just no. A million times no. A zillion times no. How could I get another failed grade? Especially since I had enough points. I've always had it easy to pass exams and assignments, as long as it involves memorizing, but the moment it comes to advanced thinking, I'm lost. What is advanced thinking? I don't … Continue reading Musings about Societal Pressure, Purpose & Self-centeredness