I've been slacking off lately, but here I am again. The other day, I realized what I should be doing, and it's the thing I've always wanted to do. Actually, I've never had any lasting career ambitions. Work just never spoke to me. The whole lifestyle never appealed to me. What did, however, was being … Continue reading My Housewife Dream
What do I want? What exactly do I want? I want a continuous flow of large amounts of money coming in (millions of dollars) regularly and a comfortable life. Who doesn't? Anyway, wanting it is one thing. Getting it is another. As I was applying for freelance writing jobs, I decided to state clearly that … Continue reading The Answer Came To Me
The easy thing got hard. The other day, I mentioned a minor annoyance that stifled my motivation. It annoyed me because it was disproportionately hard to do. Not a difficult task requiring thought, but simply an incredibly tough door handle. It was hard, and yet, when I tried it this morning, it was easy! The … Continue reading The Hard Thing Got Easy?! And the story behind Jocelin Dawn.
I've been doing a lot of reading lately, and I can tell you that it does make a difference. I started it almost like an experiment, to see if reading really made any difference in my life. (It did). Though I haven't read tons of books, the few I've read have really helped me figure … Continue reading Setting The Tone
Feel better after being productive, editing a vlog and such. One vlog closer to success. Another vlog closer to our (me and my husband) dreams coming true. A step further into the world that is separated by an abstract boundary; that between dreams and reality. And another contributor to erasing that boundary. No dreams are … Continue reading Like a Baby, I Explore and I Succeed
Not so easy. Not easy at all. So, I have two youtube channels which I'm trying to grow at the same time. One of them is more important than the other, but I spend more time on the less important one. One is a fitness channel and the other is about my new farm/homestead. It's … Continue reading Determining My Focus – Deciding Who I Am??
My heart aches. Brokenhearted, I set out on a new journey. A difficult journey, but oh, how rewarding it will be. For sure. Me and my love have decided that moving on is the best. Moving towards a happy life together, not a half life, a cursed life (yes that was a reference to Harry … Continue reading Change of plan
Ever since my dog died two years ago, I’ve been longing to get a new dog, just like anyone else would. I’ve been on the lookout, been thinking a lot about it. But… even though I found one yesterday - a cute little yorkie that I could breed with - the dictator of this house … Continue reading Sadness, But Moving Forward
This is the end, I said. Last night in my dream, I wanted to jump out of an airplane. I had gotten on it voluntarily, knowing I would suffer. The particular suffering in the dream took the shape of motion sickness, but it could've been anything. Some people from middle school were on the plane, … Continue reading I Wanted To Jump Out Of An Airplane
Or we can, but it comes with great struggle. I quit uni recently. It wasn't the first time, but it was a hard decision, one filled with fear; fear about failing and having taken the wrong decision. But life is short, I told myself. What is the point of living if you hate what you're … Continue reading I Quit Uni (again): To All Of You Who Can’t Fit In