While walking somewhere, I was stopped by a pig or lion. It was a pig from afar, but looked more like a lion up close, and roared. A man in a house near the road had released it on purpose to get time with me, but I think my "husband" came to rescue. I don't … Continue reading Dream Diary #8: Lion or Pig? Fire Energy & Fear of the Unconscious
Finding out that my middle school best friend, the cool girl, had always been attracted to me, I was faced with a though decision. "But, I'm engaged!" I thought, when she expressed her undying attraction towards me. Always having wanted to try out things with a female (hence the dream in my past, in which … Continue reading Dream Diary #7: A Permitted Affair?
After writing this dream diary post, I realized, or rather, remembered, that I've always been waiting to live my life. The reason why I don't have any meaningful relationships IRL, is because I've always felt that this isn't where I belong or where I'll stay, so why bother building connections? The Downside of Friends Friends … Continue reading Waiting to Live Your Life?
I went to see my "husband" in Canada, and in spite of the 15 hour flight, I didn't get to rest after. First, we went to eat, and for some reason we didn't take any pics, even though we always say we'll do, for memories. Then we went to some weird "spa" place, and there … Continue reading Dream Diary #6: Sleepless Meeting IRL
Yesterday I wasn't in a writing mindset. I'm still not, but anyway, I was restless and tried vlogging, but that wasn't the only new thing I tried. I also tried making a game. Watching Love O2O (a game romance drama), I started wanting to play a game, but I'm not really a gamer, and don't … Continue reading Dreamy the Game Developer?
I had lots and lots of cuts on various parts of my body. In patterns. Self-made. In real life, I'm not a cutter, and even in the dream I was surprised by my own actions. I was like, oh no 😱 what have I done? My husband won't like it... *about to have the memories … Continue reading Dream Diary #5: Scarred Girl
I just went crazy, literally. No, maybe that's the wrong word. To clarify, I don't view mental illness as crazy, but I don't see a problem in using the word when it's about myself. Anyway, I really started slipping and doing weird stuff. I remember in particular fighting with people and breaking someone's window. At … Continue reading Dream Diary #4: Diagnosed Glass Breaker
I had ordered a sex toy, and when I went to get it in the store, the woman at the cash register started to offer really loudly to show how it works. I was like 😳 ... and my dad was right there, but he didn't say anything -- nor did I. I didn't know … Continue reading Dream Diary #3: Toys, Abuse & Lack of Tears
As I'm writing Our Story I encounter various thoughts. One of those thoughts is, how much should I include? Which details are irrelevant, and what parts should I keep? The other day I wrote about being unsure about whether to keep or cut a certain aspect. I decided to keep it, but then I got … Continue reading Writing Log #4: Going by Feeling [Our Story]
Magic isn't something that everyone can do, contrary to what certain people say. I believe that you have to possess a certain something within you. Just like some people are really good at math, and others suck at it. Well, I suppose everyone can do math. Anyway, in this post I will talk a bit … Continue reading Dreamy Magic (Dragic): A Principle, Doors & Destiny Stones