What do I want? What exactly do I want? I want a continuous flow of large amounts of money coming in (millions of dollars) regularly and a comfortable life. Who doesn't? Anyway, wanting it is one thing. Getting it is another. As I was applying for freelance writing jobs, I decided to state clearly that … Continue reading The Answer Came To Me
In astrology, my north node is in scorpio, with my south node in taurus. It means that I cling to possessions, crave wealth and want to amass as much as possible, just to feel secure and comfortable. My scorpio north node needs freedom, spirituality and less reliance on possessions. It needs connections to deep universal … Continue reading You Can’t Turn The Wrong People Into The Right People
Yesterday I went to get new duck eggs to hatch, expecting to get 15 eggs. Instead, I got 20 of them, at a more than 100% discount! My "egg dealer" was so nice, he sold me the eggs for about 1 dollar each. Where I am, they usually sell for the equivalent of about 3 … Continue reading Stop Climbing The Same Mountain Over And Over Again!
Today I am getting my second set of duck eggs to hatch. Yes, I'm screaming inside, of excitement! Almost as nervous as the first time, and almost as worried I'll mess up. Last time, I managed to hatch 10 out of 15 ducklings (13 fertilized), so it's not that I'm not confident in my hatching … Continue reading I Must Not Be Fooled
The easy thing got hard. The other day, I mentioned a minor annoyance that stifled my motivation. It annoyed me because it was disproportionately hard to do. Not a difficult task requiring thought, but simply an incredibly tough door handle. It was hard, and yet, when I tried it this morning, it was easy! The … Continue reading The Hard Thing Got Easy?! And the story behind Jocelin Dawn.
I had extravagant plans for the farm this year. Don't get me wrong, I still do, but I've come to realize that I can't fulfill all of my plans for the year. It's not giving up, simply seeing things as they are, and learning. When I planned my market garden, I didn't realize how much … Continue reading Things Did Not Go As Planned
I've been doing a lot of reading lately, and I can tell you that it does make a difference. I started it almost like an experiment, to see if reading really made any difference in my life. (It did). Though I haven't read tons of books, the few I've read have really helped me figure … Continue reading Setting The Tone
I've been taught that I should just accept fate and give up. I was taught that the things I want will happen as long as I sit around and think about it; money never ends, and yet we never had it in abundance. I grew up around self-deprecating negativity, as well as toxic positivity. I … Continue reading Unlearn The Lessons
Feel better after being productive, editing a vlog and such. One vlog closer to success. Another vlog closer to our (me and my husband) dreams coming true. A step further into the world that is separated by an abstract boundary; that between dreams and reality. And another contributor to erasing that boundary. No dreams are … Continue reading Like a Baby, I Explore and I Succeed
My farm life so far has had many ups and downs. Amongst the downs, the main one is opposition and critique from members of my family, who also live on the farm. While I don’t care much about their - at times uneducated - opinions, it puts a serious strain on my motivation. Admitting it … Continue reading When you don’t give up, you find treasures. But you will also suffer.